December 18, 2017


So yesterday I went and started the first series of 3 procedures that my pain management doctor is trying (as I call it PLAN Z) to see if this will take any of my chronic pain away!

I call it PLAN Z…because this is it…there are NO more options left…no other type of procedures…no other kinds of medications….the only other type of things left will be surgeries!! And I am NOT going there…not yet…SURGERY IS NOT AN OPTION…I have had my fair share! At least so far….let’s see I have had 9 in 9 years…I think my body deserves a break. I WILL NOT give in or GIVE UP! I will JUST DEAL! I will deal with the daily pain I am in. I will deal with the CHRONIC PAIN that I am in. Between nerve pain, tingling, numbness, stabbing pain, dullness, sharpness, cramping, joint stiffness…I WILL DEAL!!  As much as I HATE taking all the meds I take…I WILL take them…all 15 pills a day to function!! I will down them everyday!!

So I will go thru this…I will deal with it and see if it works!!! We shall see……


On the outside I am full of tats and it’s hard to find me NOT smiling…. But on the inside, it’s ALL titanium, from 3 severe car accidents that should have taken my life (1993, 2000 & 2008)! I am a living & breathing testimony of God’s great mercy here on Earth!! And I’m ready to show this world that NO ONE on this Earth can hold me back from living out what God has in store for me!!!


  1. I understand your emotions! My sister deals with the same pain from a spinal cord injury. She has searched for answers for years. My pain is minor compared to yours but I am fighting tooth and nail against surgery. Keep breathing! One moment at a time is what we can do some days.

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