May 28, 2020

Negative…trying to turn positive

Yesterday was Series #2 of my procedures that I am doing. The first one didn’t take at all…all it feels like I have someone nailing my left hip and lower spine with a baseball bat and constantly being bruised deeply!! My Doc didn’t like it at all…especially when I usually go into his office with a pain level of 2 or 3 and yesterday was a 5. So we did the second set hoping that it takes. If not, I am all out of options to relieve any of my chronic pain. I just have to start dealing with the level I am at and know that this is it for me.

The thing I do tell myself is, I might have chronic pain, but it just reminds me daily that I am still here. I am still her to be a mom, to raise my daughter. Which is what I was put on this earth to do.

As for other things, I am getting frustrated with my goal and dream…I need to really start refocusing. I need to makeĀ a plan and stick to it. This is my future for me and Adri and I have to make sure it is solid!


  1. You continue to amaze me, Sue….always….

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